Im just a fuck up
why do you leave these stories unfinished?
and why do you leave these questions unanswered?
why do you look when you’ve already found me?
and what did you find that would leave you walking by?
where can i go that your pictures wont haunt me?
i’m still salty right now but give me like a week to cool off and then i’ll be fine. theres no point in ending good friendships over bullshit but like okay thats still annoying and embarrassing and idk what i want to even do with myself anymore. it’s not you it’s me i just feel so lost and confused
i try not to think about it because thinking about it drives me crazy but then i can’t help but think about it way too often.
i really hope you dont ever try to talk to me again
I wonder if its even worth being mad over or if i should just laugh it off and save the energy. Choosing whether or not i want to be a cunt but its such a difficult decision
i hate both of you so much cause youre both doing the exact same thing and youre both pieces of shit and you both dont care and you both end up getting me involved and then TELL ME IT DOESNT CONCERN ME. IF I AM INVOLVED, IT CONCERNS ME. why do i surround myself with such shitty people
im actually looking forward to graduating and going to college because then i don’t have to feel bad when we drift away from each other. you continuously make my life worse and i can’t spend my entire life competing with you I WANT MY OWN LIFE WITHOUT YOU IN IT jesus
